December 2008
“I’ll beat you down these empty streets before anyone can intervene. You...”
– dare
I’m making a goal for myself. I want to make a panic merch collection. I am gonna gather posters, copies of their cd’s, special edition stuff, t-shirts, stickers, anything. And fulfill my obsession over this band that I so greatly admire. I believe that I will greatly regret this decision soon, but I can’t turn back now.
Update!
Okay, this holiday has been way fucking crazy. I didn’t finish everyone’s Christmas presents. In fact, I haven’t even started a few of them! Just watch, those will be the best gifts ever. I finally got a cellie phono and i’m super happy bout that. Um… LIVE IN CHICAGO!!!!. Yea… I was certainly excited about that. Panic at the Disco is the shit. They are...
“The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via cateo) (via amandasthoughts) (via kari-shma)
“The two of you… there’s something uncanny about the way you are with each other....”
– (via littlemiss) (via kari-shma)
one more day....
maybeitsjustme:
i am scared to death.
“DID YOU SEE THAT?!?! THERE WAS A RAINBOW IN MY HAIR!!”
– Rhea
Afraid to be alone
well, last night was the most fun i’ve had in forever.
Rhea and I went to the beach and went swimming! Yes, only in florida :) It was fantastic!
Cadence’s Christmas party was one for the ages! I scared the crap out of them all, and currently wish that we could do walk amongst your streets once again. And soon i hope!
You know it’s truly a party when dare gets topless...
yesyesyesyesyesyes
deadshot:
entrails:howl:
fissbitch:
You volunteer at the mental health clinic. Given the dangerous nature of the residents, they assigned you the rooms of the less violent patients. The suicidal. Those who hear voices. Those that don’t say anything at all. You become close to a mute man named Arthur. He is a rapt listener, willing to nod his head for hours as you tell him the story of your...
Patrick: So what's your excuse?
Kat: For?
Patrick: Acting the way we do.
Kat: I don't like to do what people expect. Why should I live up to other people's expectations instead of my own?
Patrick: So you disappoint them from the start and then you're covered, right?
Kat: Something like that…
Patrick: Then you screwed up.
Kat: How?
Patrick: You never disappointed me.
“I’ve never let you fall before this, and your demise will surely be...”
– Found in a long lost document.
I will now speak in third person
Dare wishes that she weren’t so alone.
She feels very pathetic due to all her sobbing in the past few days, and feels very stupid for already missing someone who hasn’t even left yet.
Sometimes… Dare doesn’t care.
I’m like a sugar glider.
I’ll die of loneliness without you babe.
Woah.
Alright,
today sucked.
embarrassed myself terribly in front of my crush. I think i pissed him off too.
dan died
but then.. it came back as amazing
went swimming and my entire body went numb. it was sooo cold! But i had so much fun!
hung out with Lumin
had a little family time, which was pretty nice.
I made someone very important to me, smile today. And he made me very happy :)
Apparently Cody thinks that Dare is a very big nerd.
Lookie!
I found a page out of one of my old journals, and it was dated the day after Warped Tour! Its so weird! Here:
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Holy fucking shit.
Yesterday was one of the best fucking days of my life. I am sorry to say this, but Warped tour was sooooooo much better than the Buzz Bake Sale. The atmosphere was so amazing! Cadence and I went so unbelievably crazy, Zak got lost, I...
Happy Birthday Nate.
I love you.
And best wishes to your dad.
bags
I am so fucking immersed in tears and this was just too beautiful to walk away from
davidryanadams:
three bags
sit
on this bench
sunlit
flys also
not on the bags
a tree, oak, long branches
reaches behind
ever lit also yellow sunlight
and
green- washed like salt blast
from water reefs
this greenish
i walk past
in a moment
thinking
“i am going to die alone”
i just know it
like...
random fall out boy reference
A new keyboard
with earrings to match
come on donnie
what a fucking catch
You said you wanted to help me,
so why dont you just fucking forget me?
This silence is stained with the taste of your belief
in what you think I have the potential to be.
